The whisper of a calling
towards some new way of being,
to a place I’ve not yet been
has gotten way too loud!
I’m following breadcrumbs in the darkness
unclear where I’m heading
unwilling to stay where I am.
I’m apprehensive and even terrified at times.
I also trust and have faithful moments.
I know these conflicting feelings are a sign
I’m onto something good.
Fear and love are always present.
I choose to step forward.
I recommit again to myself
to staying curious
and being willing to change and grow.
I am uneasy
and recall that my best decisions always
have followed something uncomfortable.
This anxiety and restlessness
brings me closer to myself.
Here I am.